14 FEB 2020 – Knackered Valentine

Last night I went to a bar and drink as there’s a Bingo game. I really enjoyed that a lot, I would say I was very into it. Today I woke up with an uncharged body and aches everywhere. However, still got to do something. The current situation makes things inconvenient and inflexible.

I’m not a person that needs a very detail plan, I do things quite spontaneously, my intuition leads me all the way. I find it stressful when I have to do planning, maybe I’m not ready to face my weakness. The moment when you notice that you’re running out of ideas and you can’t do it anymore but you still have to, that really drives me insane, I then lose my temper easily. I’m not trying to blame anyone, I’m just feeling myself useless in a way that my mind doesn’t function and I just get stuck. Eventually I don’t have any outcome. Such a failure. I sometimes just want to sit down and chat, without anything fancy. It’s simple and easy to achieve right? Yes for me only, not for everyone. Two options, should I change myself, or let myself get used to it?

Oscar

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